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I miss U already..!!!

2010

I realize every post in my blog is all about You & Me..

Now I gonna start something new...

At least, as my diary.. For me to have a walk to remember..

Year 2010 had started, and I'm gonna be 20..

I'm not paranoid about it.. but I still feel a lil' blue..

No one wants to get old that fast right..

Poor heidy. gonna be 20 in 3 months time baby.. C:

College started.. Not so well... I will only have 6 weeks of theory classes, 1 revision week, 2 examination week, and the rest of the sem is my Practical week..

It's like start working already..

Exhausted..

This semester feels like I'm so senior that we have to guide the junior in practical area..

and they're doing things super slow..

Practical time, 7 hours of working doesn't feel so long, in fact sometimes we have ho work over time as our works not completed yet..

I miss class a lot.. meeting up with my friends cuz' we are all break in to different different ward..

New year Resolution... not my thingy..

but i have new year wish..

I wanna excel better than I am now in study..

I wanna save coins for my future use..

I wanna loose weight a lil'..

I wanna spend another Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day, Wesak Day, Thaipussam, Awal Muharam, Hari Raya, Christmas, and all the days in 2010.. last but not least another 2oth of September with you, love.. <3

Things getting real now.. C:

I love you..

--Sun--

Sunday Morning

Looks like me and you on Sunday morning..

You with your style of sleep when you got your almost-every-night-nose-block.. =)

I miss you alot.. Miss Sunday morning....

PLUS EQUALS TO PERFECT MATCH

can't wait till another Sunday morning..

i heart you baby boi..

17012010

Today's a winding road that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
(I tried to look in your eyes)
I want a simple explanation
(For what I'm feeling inside)
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today's a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know
(I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today's a winding road that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your voice (this is getting colder)
Was the soundtrack of my summer (yeah the summer's over)
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain (well today's a winding road)
Oh baby bring (today I'm on my own)
On the pain
And listen to the thunder

Worthless..

Sorry for being imperfect..

I know I did alot of mistakes..

I think you know me too much, that you're sick of the same thing ever and ever again..

You make me feel so worthless with your words...

I feel so weak..

Feels like suffocating.. I cant take a breathe..

Feels like its the end of the worlds, which I must still go on..

I rather give up..

I know both side feel hurt, pain...

Tell me what to do..

if i am

i would leave u without hesitation

i can tell u tat now