Rest In Peace

This is about a puppy that I found outside my house, with two broken legs...

She was born not long ago.. about one month past..

My neighbor told me & my family that it's her daddy who bite her two legs till fracture..

Poor little puppy...

Can you see her pair of fractured leg?

When she want to move from one place to one place, she need to move with her two upper legs and drag with her two lower legs till both her leg bleeds due to friction with the tar road..

This morning, me and my sister decided to bring the puppy to SPCA..

We brought the puppy to SPCA and they say that they don't accept dogs that is unable to walk..

If we put the puppy there, they will just put her to sleep..

So, we decided to bring her to the Vet.. We brought her to Gill's Vet at Bagan Jermal, near GP..

The doctor take a needle and poke the puppy's both leg and lower body, but then she has no sensation at all.. Her urine is very cloudy, she's having infection..

She only weighs 1.9 kg at one month old..

Her body is full of wound and she has lice all over her..

I tried to make the lice go away, but they stick to her skin..

The doctor told us, not only both of her leg is completely broken, even her lower back bone is already fracture.. Her lower body is paralyzed..

Doc said she must be in an accident.. We told him she was bitten by a bigger dog...

The doctor say possible... The dog must have forcefully bitten her..

If you wanna let her live, she have to take long term medication : steriods & vitamin..

The moment the doctor say

"She can't make it..no use letting her suffer.. Why not just put her to sleep.. ",

me and my sister start pouring at that moment..

and then we agreed..

Before I left, I touch her forehead and i just leave and I don't wanna turn back..

Rest In Peace.. 24.10.2009

and Im sorry for letting the doctor to put you to sleep..

I think it's a better way than letting you suffer like that..

I hope you'll be in a better place than here..

Sorry...

..one good Remedy to a "Good Night + Sleep tight" sleep..

Ingredient : Vicks with lots of lots of Love..

Vicks on the Nose

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Vicks on the Throat

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Vicks on the Chest

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remaining Vicks on the Forehead

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Huggies

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One good night Kiss *mwaxx*

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a good night + sleep tight sleep..

i miss U alot..

sun <3

missing U

i miss you..

My boyfriend

always smells like

i miss your window

The view from your window always makes me feel very calm & peaceful..

This is also where we look at the fire works together AND sitting like a dummy looking out waiting for fireworks.. hehe :)

i miss being spoiled by U <3

with FOOD

i even miss the journey going to you..

and i miss when you say "i miss waking up to you.." :)

Deeply in Love,

Sun <3

a look back to the Past ~

Digging out the old stuff and talk about them again..

Talk about how sweet when we were younger...

Do things that we don't do it anymore now.. :)

Innocence & Sweet

One retarded bear that I've made.. for your x'mas pressie few years back..

What more to say bout this? It's obvious.. "Love in Every Stitch.." <3

All the letter I've wrote that is folded into heart shape.. :) sad, happy, anger, sweet...

Free facial from U.. remember?

I cherish every little things.. :)

I did not regret for things that had happened..

Seeing all this little little things make me feel touched that you brought them all along with you here knowing we are impossible..

Now, you make me see Nothing is Impossible.. :)

I guess we found our way back into love..

Sun<3

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Another weekend with you.. =)

Me & U in the bus <3

Assignment in the bus

Bought new pair of shoe, from Charles & Keith..

When I reach pg on Sunday night, heidy called..

"How much is your shoe?"

"116 bucks"

"Ok.. It's a gift from me.."

"huh?"

"Its a gift from me.. Open your bag see.."

"hey.... no k"

"No no no.. just say thank you"

"...thank you :D "

I love U...

You are so full of surprise...

Thanks to Tasha for the company to get the heels.. and lunch.. :)

This trip feels like a reunion to me.. Meeting my long close+best friend+brother.. <3

It's an awesome weekend!!! :p

sun <3> - wanna love always...

Pack my stuff !!! Here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxoxo

sun <3