Love...

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i miss you miss you...

Love lift us up where we belong..

How wonderful Life is, now You're in the world,,

Fairytale..

"Does every fairytale has a happy ending? Do you even believe in fairy tales?"

Me, myself believe in fairy tales..

I believe there is when I see two old man and woman still holding hands and kissing..

I believe there is endless love..

To mend a heart..

I want to ..

and..

You can have all the time in the world.. No pressure..

14th December 2009

To live without loving U, is to not live at All..

Pressie from Mr. McD <3

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When I log in my Facebook, this is the first thing that pop out..

Honey, honey how he thrill me uh huh.. honey, honey..

Honey, honey nearly kills me uh huh honey, honey..

I heard about him before..

I wanted to know somemore..

and Now I know what they mean..

He's a love machine...

Oh.. He makes me dizzy...

Destiny or Fate?

Now that you're here.. it feels so good... I can reach you anytime I want...

When you're back to Kl, it will be hard for me...

I want U here...

I remember every look upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste,

U making it hard for breathing..

cuz when I close my eyes and drift away,

I think of you and everything's ok..

Don't wanna change anymore..that I found U now..

About someone that I truely care..

Why do love fade away so easily?

or people just get tired of it?

Loving someone that doesnt love you as much as he/she did anymore can be very painful..

You don't appreciate it until it is gone.. this is really true.. undeniable..

what is love if there's no happiness?

what's the point of being together when there is no happiness?

Arguments occurs too often and two don't see things eye-to-eye..

Sadness, Disappointment, Anger, and then Hatred come..

I rather just let go...

Appreciate the one you love when you still can..

once the chance go away, there is no more coming back...

P/S : This whole thing is not pertaining to me...

and I wanna use this opportunity to tell U how much i care and appreciate what We both is having now..

i love you..

You&Me is better than MeMyself

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

It feels so good to know that U are coming back home <3

cant wait baby...

You

Last night my mummy asked me if I have a sharpener.. I said yes...

Then she kept quiet...

Why I use a knife to sharpen my colour pencils instead of sharpener?

Every little thing I do, it reminds me of U.. How you sharpen them up for me when you are here..

That is why life feels so meaningful now...

P/S : It's because of I care, it's not that I don't have faith in you.. I'm sorry...

It's because of I love you, that is why there is fear of loosing you again..

"How wonderful Life is, now You're in the World.."

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This is How Much I miss U~

Our Old Friends... "Keroro & Tamama" (I think that's the name)

-- heidy -- says:

do u like us being like how we are now?

i do

don u feel we are more open to each other now??can joke about anything can talk about anything i am so glad we are like this

we are much closer than before

like i said

the perfect couple

sun

The Eve of 19...

The best Pressie that I get this year.. is the 188 hours that I can spend with U..

In Your shirt, In Your car, With your Sunglasses..

I realize my hair is longer.. yippie~

This year I realize that I've really grown up.. My mummy letting me go for more than one week without nagging at all... I can feel the trust she put on me.. <3

Getting pressie like I get before.. Tomorrow will be a new year for me..

There are much more awaiting... I wanna say I'm thankful that I'm living in this world for 19 years with my parents always by myside, without failing even once... I know it's not easy to bring me and my sister up..

So I take this chance to express how thankful I am.. C:

And, Happy Biatchday Sun~

Rest In Peace

This is about a puppy that I found outside my house, with two broken legs...

She was born not long ago.. about one month past..

My neighbor told me & my family that it's her daddy who bite her two legs till fracture..

Poor little puppy...

Can you see her pair of fractured leg?

When she want to move from one place to one place, she need to move with her two upper legs and drag with her two lower legs till both her leg bleeds due to friction with the tar road..

This morning, me and my sister decided to bring the puppy to SPCA..

We brought the puppy to SPCA and they say that they don't accept dogs that is unable to walk..

If we put the puppy there, they will just put her to sleep..

So, we decided to bring her to the Vet.. We brought her to Gill's Vet at Bagan Jermal, near GP..

The doctor take a needle and poke the puppy's both leg and lower body, but then she has no sensation at all.. Her urine is very cloudy, she's having infection..

She only weighs 1.9 kg at one month old..

Her body is full of wound and she has lice all over her..

I tried to make the lice go away, but they stick to her skin..

The doctor told us, not only both of her leg is completely broken, even her lower back bone is already fracture.. Her lower body is paralyzed..

Doc said she must be in an accident.. We told him she was bitten by a bigger dog...

The doctor say possible... The dog must have forcefully bitten her..

If you wanna let her live, she have to take long term medication : steriods & vitamin..

The moment the doctor say

"She can't make it..no use letting her suffer.. Why not just put her to sleep.. ",

me and my sister start pouring at that moment..

and then we agreed..

Before I left, I touch her forehead and i just leave and I don't wanna turn back..

Rest In Peace.. 24.10.2009

and Im sorry for letting the doctor to put you to sleep..

I think it's a better way than letting you suffer like that..

I hope you'll be in a better place than here..

Sorry...

..one good Remedy to a "Good Night + Sleep tight" sleep..

Ingredient : Vicks with lots of lots of Love..

Vicks on the Nose

+

Vicks on the Throat

+

Vicks on the Chest

+

remaining Vicks on the Forehead

+

Huggies

+

One good night Kiss *mwaxx*

=

a good night + sleep tight sleep..

i miss U alot..

sun <3

missing U

i miss you..

My boyfriend

always smells like

i miss your window

The view from your window always makes me feel very calm & peaceful..

This is also where we look at the fire works together AND sitting like a dummy looking out waiting for fireworks.. hehe :)

i miss being spoiled by U <3

with FOOD

i even miss the journey going to you..

and i miss when you say "i miss waking up to you.." :)

Deeply in Love,

Sun <3

a look back to the Past ~

Digging out the old stuff and talk about them again..

Talk about how sweet when we were younger...

Do things that we don't do it anymore now.. :)

Innocence & Sweet

One retarded bear that I've made.. for your x'mas pressie few years back..

What more to say bout this? It's obvious.. "Love in Every Stitch.." <3

All the letter I've wrote that is folded into heart shape.. :) sad, happy, anger, sweet...

Free facial from U.. remember?

I cherish every little things.. :)

I did not regret for things that had happened..

Seeing all this little little things make me feel touched that you brought them all along with you here knowing we are impossible..

Now, you make me see Nothing is Impossible.. :)

I guess we found our way back into love..

Sun<3

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Another weekend with you.. =)

Me & U in the bus <3

Assignment in the bus

Bought new pair of shoe, from Charles & Keith..

When I reach pg on Sunday night, heidy called..

"How much is your shoe?"

"116 bucks"

"Ok.. It's a gift from me.."

"huh?"

"Its a gift from me.. Open your bag see.."

"hey.... no k"

"No no no.. just say thank you"

"...thank you :D "

I love U...

You are so full of surprise...

Thanks to Tasha for the company to get the heels.. and lunch.. :)

This trip feels like a reunion to me.. Meeting my long close+best friend+brother.. <3

It's an awesome weekend!!! :p

sun <3> - wanna love always...