The fact is that you actually dont need me to continue living..

you can do it without me..

wanna let you go

and I forget how it feels like anymore..

You do not have time for me..

Am I actually too much for wanting you attention and time a little bit more?

i feel neglected..

we are falling apart..why is it so?

I told you I was stress today so I had to cry..

I said I stress cuz i stayed at home too long, I sleep too much and bout the argument last night..

Part of it is true.. about the argument..You know how I feel?

Like you forget how would i feel with things you says.. it's heartbreaking..

When I talk to you, i try my best not to say things that would hurt you..

I know what Im saying here, you might not agree or feel offensive.. Im sorry bout it..

The new blog, one of the reason I'm doing it because I know that sometimes at night you are too tired or i might forget to tell you things that happen in my daily life..

Things that I'm excited about and things that dont always happen that I wanna tell you..

So that you can actually read it and know bout what happened..

Should I or should I not post this thing here..

i miss you, that is all i can say..

Tonight feel so lost without you...

Everyone is like doing their own thing..

Mummy daddy most probably spending time with the dogs and watching tv..

Sis with Den..

You having futsal tournament..

Me, I'm here thinking bout what you guys are doing and I got nothing on hand at all..

Everything I do doesn't feel right.. All i hope is time passes faster so I can get to work tomorrow morning and spend the rest of my day..

3 more days, to 20th of June...

and I still love you the same way that I do, and its getting deeper and deeper..

if only things are easier..

i know its gonna be hard..

you said this is the price we have to pay..

even thought i make mistake much more than you..

sometimes i just feel i want you more compared to you..

it hurts when i sent messages to you in the morning..

messages bout how much i misses you, how much i want to see you..

you did not reply , even though you call you mention nothing bout it..

I'm sorry I'm bad

I'm sorry you re blue

I'm sorry bout all the things I said to you and i know i cant take it back

I love how you kiss

I love how you sound

baby the way you make my world go round and i just wanted to say I'm sorry..

What happen if there's no trust anymore?

I miss you and things weren't the same..

never did fail to love you over and over again..